ne if she always put her bf at 1st place. i wonder how she felt about me?
i never had a girlfriend before so i don’t really know how girl thinking..
tks
i’m sorry my english isn’t very good and it’s really long for question that you could divide it to days to read!
I really appreciate if you’d either answer or read this
for those who’d like to just look question i’ll write it at the bottom under the line
for who’d willing to know the story about it and help, here it is, tks
we were both foreign exchange students from different countries. we had last period together. i started school later.
first day i was so excited and happy, but few days later i couldn’t make friend at all, i looked upset then and this girl showed up. she came to me asked me a lot of question all the time about what happened to me, if i miss home and how do i feel, or even my family, or chat. well i didn’t really want to fall for this girl because i thought she might be like others, showed interest to me then just ignore me next day.
so i decided not to pay attention to her (maybe ignore her too..), but still, she called my name all the time when i try to walk fast toward home after bell ring and pretended i didn’t hear her.
but few weeks later i switched class and start to have friends, suddenly i felt so bad and sorry to her..
even that, whenever she saw me, she always had her big smile on her face.. and i didn’t exclude her anymore, but you know the bastard thing i did, so i didn’t should approach her. i saw her at campus sometimes and started missing her and realize i actually like her when the first time i saw her
tho we met several times and talked, she seems doesn’t dislike me. several times she called me to sit with her when i see her in the morning, she won’t sit away when i sit next to her and always willing to chat with me. but i was attracted by her deeply then, we seldom met, so i really cherish and remember every time we met
well i didn’t think she “likes” me for some reason, but
there are several times seems odd to me, at lunch time when i see her, she always had a big smile. once, i sit with my friends and didn’t know she just in the line in front of my sight, when i saw her, she was obviously looking at me here but turn her head to another side right away.
and once we had met and chat on Friday, and then on the end of school day we met again, we walk together to school bus. and chatting happily.. her school bus was far than mine, when i said goodbye to her and was going to get on the school bus, that weekend had 3 days off.. so i looked at her last time, walking to her bus, and that moment, she turned around and look at me too..:)
i still don’t know what that mean, because the odd thing is that we were sitting together, some friends came and i introduce to her then start chat, but she told them she has a boyfriend back home then
then i felt like perhaps she just treat all people the same way, because she’s a really nice girl
but she after that, she still ask me to eat lunch together, and stay at library after school with another friend together, she said because we seldom meet.(well, she said “with a friend” to both..0.0)
well, we didn’t actually do these things eventually
then the most weird, saddest and happiest happened at the same time!
the begging of December, i got to know i had to transfer to another school soon. those days, i tried to get more time with her by telling school i want to switch morning reading time to her class.. and it worked!. the first day she was so surprised i came and more surprised that teacher wanted me sit next to her:) she even said bye to me when i leave. although we couldn’t talk, but i felt so peaceful just to be with her..
i was totally fall in love with her.. my last day of school, morning, i couldn’t find her at cafeteria as usually, i walked all campus just to see if she came to school, i found she was sitting next to her morning reading time class, i sat down, with a distance, and told her i’m going to transfer the school.
she listened it and changed her soft voice to sadness “no, why are you going to change school? you don’t like this school? please, don’t leave me here. don’t leave me alone..”
it looks like Hollywood movies plot, but these are truely the things she exactly said to me..
i was very shocked, i didn’t expect she would care about me like this
i tried to find a word to make her feel better, and laid my head to the wall, but i don’t know. because the truth is obviously i had to leave her
i couldn’t connect and talk to her from then on…
i’m sorry it’s really long, but actually i got her email and she replied me 3 months later!!
it could be another question and story..
just this one is way too long
but now she seems doesn’t want to talk to me anymore…
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um why does she so nice at first to me and act some could misunderstand or confused to me while i know she has a boyfriend back her home country?
is it because she treat every people nicely as her personality?
I do love her and care about her, so it’s fi
