Student Exchange Programs

im a junior in college, this year i was an exchange student in japan and i dated a guy on exchange from the UK (im american) now im pregnant with his baby. i’m 6 weeks along and im going back to america in 1 week, he’s been in the uk the past 2 weeks and before he left we decided to break up. uggh. this was the worst time for me to get pregnant. i want to finish college i dont want a baby. i dont want to put it up for adoption if i continue the pregnancy im going to keep the baby, or else ill just get an abortion which is what im leaning towards. im really mad and confused right now, can someone give me some guidance? dont tell me that abortion is murder i dont really care and dont tell me to give up my baby ccause im not gong to, im keeping it or im aborting it once i get back t the states
im very confused i need some guidance