Student Exchange Programs

(Sorry it is so long) My life isn’t that bad at all, I have everything I need with a few extras. I live in an average house in a quiet suburban neighborhood in an average city In Southern California. I hate it. I am always depressed. It’s the same fucking routine everyday, wake up, go to school, come home, sleep and starts all over again the next day. The people at my school a so fucking rude and the only thing that matters is their image. There is nothing special about the people that are considered “popular”, they are all ugly, rude, and only care about themselves. I am sick of being surrounded by this everyday and having to put up bitchy girls and bitchy guys. Luckily I found a good group of friends that aren’t like that but we have nothing in common. Not only do I put up with this when I get home I have to put up with my fucking bitch little 12 year old sister that is turning into one of those preppy bitches. All she does is insult me and makes her snide comments quietly so that only I can hear and not my mom or dad. I sometimes just ignore it but it always makes me feel worse than if I actually retaliate. I yell and I hit her and when she hits me back and then i hit her 10times worse. I warn her to get away from me or else I am going to hurt her and she doesn’t. My mom only gets mad at me because I overreact and i probably do but I just can’t take it anymore. My mom is always bitching at me everyday and won’t leave me alone for 2 second without saying something to me that is normally really rude but she doesn’t know it is, My dad is a dick and follows me around the house constantly asking me questions and demanding me to do things like, Is your room clean? Did you finish your homework? clean up this. Clean up that. He does this everytime his home at least 10 fucking times. all he does is bother me. When something happens between me and my mom he gets in my face and starts yelling at me. He has legitament Anger Managment problems and goes to classes but it doesn’t help. I am always uptight and every little thing makes me angry. I feel like hitting things and cussing at the top of my longs and sometimes I actually do. I just need to escape. I want to do a student exchange program in Russia but my mom and dad say its too dangerous because of the sex trafficing and what not but at this point it is worth the risk, plus I love Russians and their culture. At the moment my only way of escape is reading, and I do that alot but it isn’t enough because I get sad my life isn’t like the books I read, full of adventure. I need adventure. I am so depressed I can’t even consentrate in school. This isn’t me. I am so nice and fun, I deserve a better life I just don’t know what to do anymore. Please help. Again sorry this was so long.